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training bagon by k-hotskiss on the forehead by k-hotsteddy bears by k-hotsgirl in boots by k-hotsnot impressed by k-hotsPR: beat mak by k-hotsWhen i evolve by k-hotsmegaman by k-hotsstainless steel padlock by k-hotsPR waking snorlax p.2 by k-hotskasumi's absol by k-hotsAstroboy by k-hotsmegatron by k-hotstrye and his pokemon by k-hotsusb cable by k-hotsoutward transmission by k-hots

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should I do 'sugimori style' for my fakemon? 

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8 deviants said no
Please explain to me what am I experiencing now?
I've never believed in your powers in any form. Perhaps I never will. Who am I to question you? Who am I anyways?
I'm sorry to my dear watchers. I need somewhere to be a bit of emo.
I know some of you would read this. And most who'd read do care. Even if you'd not leave a comment.
I'm half fine. I'm not really facing any difficulty directly, you don't need to be too concerned... just a bit of frustration and don't know where positivity will come from of what I'm experiencing right now...
and, circumstances has led me to question myself at being a nice person... alright, I'll write my story...
I don't want to brag, but I spent half an hour this evening helping (guiding) an old man find a street he was looking for... after I helped him, I told my girlfriend that I don't know why and what made me help him...
Just a few moments ago, my sister and brother in law had a crazy argument. I'm now staying with them in Singapore... this sister of mine is my youngest elder sister. My sister has always been very strong at hiding her emotions, but her tears broke, and she questioned her marriage with my brother in law...
I have 4 elder sisters. My 2 eldest sisters are divorced... I'm not too optimistic with what I'm seeing here based on how I know my 4th sister...
What have I (we) done to deserve this? I really don't know... can I have a bit of my "niceness" back? I don't exactly know what I feel right now... it's frustrating, but none of my own business at the same time... I'm not really ranting... and I won't really crumble because of this...
but today, doubt really struck me... perhaps for the first time ever in my life, I doubt being a good person pays off...
My thinking is really messy now. I'm sorry for this stupid journal. I didn't mean to brag how nice a person I've been... I don't really need a pat on the back, because again, it doesn't pay my bills, nor make anything/everything bad that's happened/happening go away... you don't really have to comfort me or anything... perhaps you can share what good things you do. And also share what bad things has happened in your life...
maybe I just need a pair of ears... I don't know. If you've read the whole thing, thank you. I won't fall because it's not really my fall anyways. So don't really need to worry about me...

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Pokemon-Marchocias Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! :D
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k-hots Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome. Good job on spreading the Halloween spirit.
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Pokemon-Marchocias Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you :D
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k-hots Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome :)
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onjikun Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: :D
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